Was wondering whether i'm the cause of it. The mistakes always repeat. Never fail!!! And regrets start pouring in. People changes really fast. How am i able to take it and adapt to it. Always envy people with great looks, healthy life and many friends and start mumbling to myself. Am i such a loser?! DUH.

My trust become over sensitive. Everytime i learn to trust, the trust was bitten by ur lies. If i don't trust, i'm over suspcious. So what am i going to do? I always ask people for comments and situations because i just don't understand the things that kept happening to me. It's the same. I felt stupid sometimes. To think of your words, your says.

I'm not in a good mood. (that's why i'm here!) No people to complain to. Hard to even find 1 good companion,buddy and etc.. i cant complain about this. maybe i'm the one who has the problem.

It's sat and i stayed home whole day. Waiting for his calls, msges. And all he is doing BUSY BUSY BUSY. It's like history starts to repeat. i stayed home n play facebook, auditionsea, eat and nap abit. That's life i suppose? meaningless! haha.

 

i felt dumb and numb right now. i wish some prince come save me n live happily ever after! i wish, i wish ......

went to watch this movie today. it's not nice to me 2/10 i'll give it! LOL
busy working nowadays! absoutely no blogging mood. my phone sucks. W910i sucks, LOL. keep shutdwn shutdwn ARGH i wan change to E71WHITE! love @ 1st sight! hahaha :p

got my 1st pay already n gonna treat sis and jiefu steamboat tml! keke
and this hair looks nice hor? i take a 'What kind of haircut shld i cut?' quiz n i got this. i want this look! LOL



anyway, gonna meet up all my friends soon already! it's been like years :x

It's been donkey days since i'd blogged D: So i'm sure this post is gonna be a fulfilling one. Sat, we planned to go cycling at ECPark. Wenta bedok market to lunch 1st n when we're done, the rain starts pouring in -_- so we decided to go Kallang Leisure Park to roam around n Jie Fu was hungry again ; thus we headed over to have some sushi n side dishes. Eat until burst! Damn full, n yeah obviously sakae sushi taste better  but this store cheaper. :x

LOL @ this picture of JieFu. HAHAHHA!

After our super full meal, the rain finally stopped! So we hurried over to ECP to get our Cycling session started. It's really tiring as we cycled for 2hrs non stop! like cycle till Changi. I was like WTF. my whole body aching badly now. LOL

enjoying the breezy wind blow ~ :x

After the cycle, we wenta makan dinner @ Mac and arcade aftermath we play all sorts of arcade games. n they love this outdated para para. LOL

ok, no comment ya? LOL

n as for today, headed to Thomson Plaza to meet Daryl's mum n his bro, Dervin. She pass me the letter to take a look. Yea, half page long, some touching words n some mushy ones. HAHA. he also wrote for his mum n bro. Have some minor talks with her while having desserts. I hope what daryl writes, he will mean it. n not for the sake of writing it, or a moment of thoughts. i hope it will be a forever lesson learned. wenta shop with her at FairPrice for her ingredients for dinner. She's cooking crab !!:x She invited me for dinner but 我 沒 有 口 福   cos already planned dinner with sis. so, the next time i'll see her will be the time i see daryl too :D

imissyou,daryl!! yea, i miss you.

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs &
replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by them.

B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz.
These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
Continue this game by sending it to other people

1. How has blogger changed your life?
nothing much changed. O.O

2. Do you daydream and if you do what do you usually find yourself 'dreaming' about?
Yes! I daydream alot! Of course daydream to be a taitai lah.... :x

3. What do you want to be when you grow up?
i'm grown up already, but i still duno wat i want! 

4. What is the city of your dreams and why?
Heaven? LOL. no why -_-

5. Are you an introvert or extrovert?
introvert maybe?

6. What is your opinion on eating meat?
why?eat meat also must have opinion ar?-_-

7. Do you trust easily?
hmmmm. some times?

8. Choose between thongs or g-string?
LMAO.

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
TOO MANY THIINGS!!!!

10. What is your worst quality?
my fucking attitude. OOPS.

11. What is happiness?
Satisfaction.

12. How do you see yourself?
easy going n of course LOVELY lah :D

13. What do you wish to change about yourself?
almost everything :x

14. Do you think about sex often?
hmmmm. what do u think :p

15. What would you do if you won the lottery?
Let me win 1st then say okay?

15. Would you rather be in a happy marriage and poor or a bad marriage and rich?
i rather not marry :D

16. Before you go to sleep, what do you usually think about?
hmmm, think about life.

17. Where do broken hearts go?
go to hell -_-

18. Do you believe in fate?
ya,everything is fated :x

19. Would you have 100% safe sex with a stranger for $10,000,000?
see whether is he shuai anot HAHAHHA.

20. What were your parents going to name you if you'd been born the opposite gender?
not sure.

Hmmm. Wenta meet up Ah Hong didi to catch 'Money Not Enough 2'! It's a Saturday, fuggin packed pls!!! we watched @ The Cathay. Lucky he book 1st or else i think will be a wasted trip. HAHAHA

                                 

The Show full of Hokkiens, and the plot is like expected? It's all about the ERP. LOL. I think the movie is trying to hint the government that they are too much! Everything increase but not the bloody damn pay. rate it 6.5/10? Cause i find the Hui Ge very funny at the ' I REALLY EAT VERY VERY FULL LIAO' that part. LOLLL

After that, didi brought me to Marina @The Keppel Bay to makan. got 2 restaurants over there. But the downstairs wan was fully packed. So we went up to TCC to eat. i ate spaggetti while he dunno eat what salmon fish. The place damn 'Ulu'. Even the taxi uncle also nv hear b4. But the sceneries there are quite nice though. HAHHA.

He trying to take pic of me n failed stupid.

went to explore the place awhile n chit chat abit then i notice 11+pm liao. so we faster rush to the MRT n MY LAST TRAIN JUST GO OFF 1 SEC AGO!!! BLOODY HELL. LOL SO SUAY. n ah hong just keep laughing. FK U MAN. LOL